Monday, August 2, 2010
I am sooo ready for Sophie to be born. However I think no matter what all I do with Trey I will still feel like I haven't done enough for him or with him this summer before I bring Sophie to be with us. I know giving him a sister is a wonderful thing so how do I get past feeling like I have done him a disservice by taking away his only child status? I know it is for his good and he will love her ( he already does) it is just hard on me knowing we have given him all our love and attention and all of our everything for 4 years now he will have to share us. Like I said I know it is good and all positive I guess it is just the pregnancy hormones making me emotional and sad for him. Silly I know. I just love him so much I never want him to feel slighted or less or like we needed more in our lives. In the same thought I cant wait to get her here and Trey cant either. HE is so excited. He plays baby with everything.